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BOSTON!

I’m leaving for Boston tomorrow morning and i’m coming back saturday. so i will update you all when i get back. maybe a big review about my trip or something :)

It’s my birthday gift from my daddy, all time low in boston ;*

cannot wait !

alexander william gaskarth.

I could talk about this guy for days, but I gotta tell you it is insane how much love I have towards him. It is most likely unhealthy !
He’s not only the singer of my favourite band, he’s also the best looking man to me, but my hero as well. He is rather hilarious, his voice sounds like some angelic melody and if you only knew about his lyrics.
all time low’s music helped me through so much, everytime I have some down moments and I listen to them, I feel perfectly fine after.
And that doesn’t happen to everyone does it?
Not a whole lot of people find their soulmate in music, in by that I mean the perfect band for them. Every single melody they play, every single song they have written have a special meaning to me.
I might sound like a complete psycho right now cause what I’m feeling can’t really be put into words but I had been wanting to write something like this for a while.

Why the title Alexander William Gaskarth you ask?
Cause he helped me through life, I could say the band did, but he is the one I look up to, he is the one who write the lyrics. Yes, the band in it’s whole self changed my life. The first person to say that I only care about Alex will hear from me cause that is the stupidest thing ever.
But he just is the one in this story to make me feel better about life.
I just look at pictures of him and my heart melts, personally i find him absolutely heartbreakingly beautiful. I watch videos featuring him and I feel much better about life.
This guy clearly helped me through life and I mean it.
I feel like someone would read this and think I’m insane but honestly, think about it, we all have someone in our lives that helped us through it. Of course my bestfriends and mom helped me a lot but not this way.
They just helped us without even knowing about it, they just did this little small act, and it changed a lot in our lives, they might not even know we exist (on my side of story he knows me ah) but they did something they thought would be meaningless or they just started playing chords and using their voice and it changed someone’s life forever.
I don’t know if you get what I’m trying to say here, but I sure hope a few people get my point.

I’ll finish with a few words.
Thank you, Alex for starting a band that helps me everyday through this journey.

PS: I wrote that about a month ago and posted it on my facebook, i just thought i’d share it with the tumblr world.

there for tomorrow.

this band right there, saved my life.
as cheesy as it sounds, it is indeed very true.
i actually have no idea where i would be today without their music.
and these guys themselves are real heroes of mine.
i don’t even know where to start, cause if i say all that’s in my chest about this band, i’ll never finish. so i’ll try to make it brief.

I discovered There For Tomorrow about 2 years and a half ago.
On myspace, surprisingly enough, aha okay maybe not. But yeah, i just legit knew they would make it big someday. and look at them today, they’re getting what they deserve. after about a year wanting to see them live and all.
I noticed their new tour was coming near Canada in the east coast. in New Hampshire, so i didn’t think twice i packed my shit and went to see them there, alone. i didn’t care about anything else than seeing my favorite band live for the first time i couldn’t wait anymore so i just did it.
It was may 17, 2008 and i could still tell you that it definetly was one of the best days of my life. i got to the venue around 3:30pm, went to eat and they got there around 4:30pm. I remember chris walking up to me and he knew exactly who i was. He gave me a huge hug, then Christian followed, and then Maika and then Jay. That show was ridiculous, there was about 40 kids there, and back then my favorite song was Waiting, and they were nice enough to dedicate it to me <3 
And i bought a shirt and they gave me a hoodie. how nice, right?
I remember the exact words “This song is for Fannie, she’s amazing she came all the way from Montreal!” and Maika and Jay both pointed me ahh :)
Anyways, that night was amazing, they basically hung out with me all night.
Jay bought me a drink cause i wasn’t legal there but in Canada i am. ha.
They even drove me to the Bus station cause it was late and dark out so it was kind of dangerous. I remember Christian was driving and he took a totally different road than the one i had walked earlier during the day.
I asked where we were going and Chris said “we’re going into a deep forest to gangbang you!” ahahaha oh god. i also remember Jay being really drunk and Chris giving me tons of snack to make sure i wouldn’t starve in the bus. M&Ms, smarties, even a ham sandwhich haha. anyways, the bus was late as fuck, it got there around 1:15am and when it was suposed to be there at 12:30am.
Afterwards, since i had talked about it with Maika, i started the Official Canadian Street Team.
Anyways, i then saw them again in July with my other favorite band All Time Low. Amazing isn’t even the word, seeing my two favorite bands together is something everyone would wish for, well it was definetly one of the best shows i’ve seen of my life. I was front row for TFT and Maika pointed at me when he saw me, which made me very happy. i love the fact that they know who i am, they know i’ve been a fan since day one and that i wil support them through thick and thin. afterwards i saw them in march in Montreal, finally in my hometown. i couldn’t believe it. i actually cried, they even did a shoutout to my streetteam <3 and then warped tour in Montreal and Boston.
After the Montreal warped tour, where i promoted their asses off; my work for the street team finally paid off a little, we had some little afterparty in their bus, it was pretty awesome partying with your favorite band, even though i had drank a few drinks with them in March it was definetly different this time.
anyways, i kind of explained the whole NH show but i’m not going to do it for everytime i saw them cause no one will read this if it doesn’t end soon haha.
This band is the epitome of greatness, i don’t think any band could mean more to me than they do. it’s hard to understand. it’s hard to explain but i love them with all my heart and i will always do.
To close this chapter, i would just like to thank Maika Maile, Christopher Kamrada, Christian Climer & Jay Enriquez for just being who they are.
These dudes saved me in so many ways it is undeniable. I don’t even know where i’d be without their music, i know it sounds cliche but it’s the very truth.
So with that being said, Stay Real <3

holla.

my name is fannie.
and welcome to my blog, where i shall share with you all my thoughts on different things, my passions, everytime i love and all that :]
if you want to know a little more about me, here it goes;
i’m spontaneous and sarcastic, I can be hard to understand.
i have an obsession with anything related to Titanic.
my favorite bands are There For Tomorrow & All Time Low.
my favorite movies are Greta, The Proposal, Free Willy, The Hangover & New Moon.
I drink too much coffee. I go to too many shows.
I’m a singer, I do not want to do anything else with my life
It’s my one and only goal and i believe i will achieve it.
If you ever want to hear my stuff go here.
oh and most importantly, music is my life.
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